If it’s time to die, I am ready. But I only have one wish. I either die same time as my daughter or she die first before me. I know that sounds rash but well my daughter is different. She has autism and nobody else can take care of her and understand her the way I do and it will pain me to see her suffer without me or God know what will happen to her if I am not there with her anymore. So I rather her die with me same time or she die first before me.

This will be the last time I rant about my boyfriend problems because 1) I am breaking up with him for good and 2) I am only embarrassing myself talking about my no-good boyfriend, oopsies sorry ex-boyfriend.

Yes, I need a hero not a zero boyfriend. Someone who makes me feel secured and will go the extra mile just to make me feel the love he profess. I want someone to hold me and love me and take care of me beyond words. Someone who can walk the talk and not just talk and talk.

To my zero ex, your pattern gives you away. You will always be what you are a zero and I am now over you for good. I deserve better. Shopping for equestrian clothing is way much better than staying with you.

I excel in everything I do as long as I put my heart to it. I can do so many things and people respond to whatever I say. I am an effective communicator I believe. That is my strength.

I think I have the ability to be over critical about myself and I hold grudges. It is hard for me to trust someone who has betrayed me and I always make my pass the basis for my future dealings. That is my weakness.

My strength and weaknesses are both a blessings and a curse. But well nobody is perfect and so I am glad about who I am and what I can and could not do.

How about you, what are your strength and weaknesses?

I won’t be here when you need me because you are not here when I do. Or not even when I do but just because. I am tired of being used and abused emotionally and physically. I feel worthless when I realize you just remember me when you want something from me. I am glad I am one of those who comes to mind when you need something but well its not a feel good thing to realize. Is this some kinda sick joke or am I in your liga privada group of friends that you pull out of your hat when there is nobody else? Yes, friend I don’t feel good with this thing you are doing with me. So I won’t be here for you no more.

Yeah we should ban their product and be very strict with having them come here in the Philippines. They act as if they own the country just because we tolerate them and just because they own businesses here. The Chinese government patrolling around Scarborough Shore is just a proof that they think they can bully us. What if we bully them. We all know Chinese products are low quality product anyway.

Because of my tiny feet, its so hard to find the shoe I want because most don’t have my size or if they do my size run out really fast. That’s why I posted on my Facebook that if ever they have new shoes out and they have my size they should update me right away because I really really want to get new one.

From now on, Flats will be my trade mark :p Will wear heels or wedges from time to time but I am more comfortable with flats gets me moving comfortably and well there are pretty nice flats out there that also makes a statement.