This year, I didn’t do anything. My mom didn’t even greeted me for my birthday. My sister didn’t even do anything. They are so uninspiring to celebrate anything with. I wish that somebody will do something special on my birthdate someday. I don’t care who, even if they serve food on hospital carts. Haha. I’m just a girl who wants to feel special too, even for a day. Especially on my day.

I will have to print out new business card and redesign my old one. I think I’d like to have plastic business card for a change so that its long lasting and can also serve as a souvenir.

I am indeed older and wiser. My life experiences made me one. Would I change it for the world? I might, especially the painful parts, I don’t want to go through with them, the feeling isn’t nice at all. It made me so tough and suspicious. Something I never liked to be.

In my court the ball will go straight the basket. No passing or free throw. Just straight three points or a slam dunk.

I will be organizing a fund raising drive for the Sendong victims in my blogs and hopefully I will get enough money to be able to purchase a water filter.

It saddens me to see that so many houses were washed out, so many children died, Christmas was washed away in an instant. I am so lucky to be alive and sheltered. I wish I can do more.

For me, a wedding is not everything in a relationship, it only seals the deal. An elaborate or a simple wedding does not matter at all because in the end its the marriage that counts.

In a wedding proposal, I really don’t care how many karat or how expensive the engagement ring will be, I don’t really care if its expensive or not, but what I want is that my man to propose to me in a proper way. I know that men are not romantic creatures in nature, in fact, I believe romance is long gone and forgotten, love letter and flowers are no longer given by men to their women, because of emails and text and I don’t really know what gifts they give their ladies anymore.

But a marriage proposal is something a man should think of well and prepare for himself. He should go out of his way to give the best proposal to the love of his life, to the woman he wants to marry, to the woman who will be his partner for life.

It will only happen once in a lifetime why not have this chance to declare your love click here to read more about this topic.

What do you regret the most? The things you did or the things you didn’t do?

I told you I plan to do something crazy next year, and that is to get married to someone I don’t really love that much but at least he loves me.

Why am I doing this? Because I need something concrete in my life. I need someone I can depend on to. I need someone to be a father to my daughter and a husband to me. Someone who will take care of my needs the same way I take care of his.

I can’t wait for you no more. I really can’t. You belong to the trash pump of my life.

I dunno if rich people do the same tradition with regards to deaths and funerals and I’[m not sure if people give them a sympathy gift and if they do what kind. I think flowers is acceptable and cash and I can’t think of anything else. Because grieving family can’t really think any better but grieve.

But when it comes to broken hearts is a sympathy gift appropriate? If so what kind? Blabbing again.