Things are starting to pick up this year. I understand that the first two weeks of the start of the year will be slow, but I am so glad that before the year ended there were a lot who showed interest in doing business with me. I am so glad. So far there are five projects on the way and there are two who are showing interest of doing business with me. I hope they are all good business and will bring me prosperity this year of the water dragon. My goal this year is to pay all debts and save a lot. I also want to get married this year haha! Wish me luck.

I will have to print out new business card and redesign my old one. I think I’d like to have plastic business card for a change so that its long lasting and can also serve as a souvenir.

It feels good now that the ball is in my court this time. Is this my karma or what. I kinda like it. It feels like I live on steel buildings.

I am indeed older and wiser. My life experiences made me one. Would I change it for the world? I might, especially the painful parts, I don’t want to go through with them, the feeling isn’t nice at all. It made me so tough and suspicious. Something I never liked to be.

In my court the ball will go straight the basket. No passing or free throw. Just straight three points or a slam dunk.

This is the most humble Christmas ever.
No money, no honey.
My mom was sick, she can’t walk. All the monies I was expecting to come in didn’t. I broke up with my boyfriend for almost 8 years.
I am not sad though just wish I had more to offer to my daughter and my mom.
With that said, I will not let my heart rule my head but the opposite.
I will not starve or cry again.

They said, you can’t give what you don’t have, I don’t have riches and I don’t have lots to give to the victims of Sendong in Mindanao but I have lots of love in my heart and my life that is what I can give to them. If I could go there and bring my friends and wear nurses uniforms with them, we will assist those we can for whatever they need.

I will be organizing a fund raising drive for the Sendong victims in my blogs and hopefully I will get enough money to be able to purchase a water filter.

It saddens me to see that so many houses were washed out, so many children died, Christmas was washed away in an instant. I am so lucky to be alive and sheltered. I wish I can do more.

A friend was asking around, how much does it cost to get married and what is the proper ring for the marriage proposal and is it really important at all?

For me, a wedding is not everything in a relationship, it only seals the deal. An elaborate or a simple wedding does not matter at all because in the end its the marriage that counts.

In a wedding proposal, I really don’t care how many karat or how expensive the engagement ring will be, I don’t really care if its expensive or not, but what I want is that my man to propose to me in a proper way. I know that men are not romantic creatures in nature, in fact, I believe romance is long gone and forgotten, love letter and flowers are no longer given by men to their women, because of emails and text and I don’t really know what gifts they give their ladies anymore.

But a marriage proposal is something a man should think of well and prepare for himself. He should go out of his way to give the best proposal to the love of his life, to the woman he wants to marry, to the woman who will be his partner for life.

It will only happen once in a lifetime why not have this chance to declare your love click here to read more about this topic.

I’m not the type of person who can sit all day and do nothing knowing I can actually do something. It’s just when you do it people don’t actually appreciate what you are doing. If you don’t do anything you are the most evilest person alive.

What do you regret the most? The things you did or the things you didn’t do?

I can’t wait for you forever, I don’t want to wait that long. If you want to do something, do it now because I get very impatient and I can no longer put my life on hold waiting for you.

I told you I plan to do something crazy next year, and that is to get married to someone I don’t really love that much but at least he loves me.

Why am I doing this? Because I need something concrete in my life. I need someone I can depend on to. I need someone to be a father to my daughter and a husband to me. Someone who will take care of my needs the same way I take care of his.

I can’t wait for you no more. I really can’t. You belong to the trash pump of my life.

There’s so many controversial deaths this past week including the death of the father of international singer and Glee starlet Charice Pempengco and the brother of Senator Bong Revilla, Ram Revilla.

I dunno if rich people do the same tradition with regards to deaths and funerals and I’[m not sure if people give them a sympathy gift and if they do what kind. I think flowers is acceptable and cash and I can’t think of anything else. Because grieving family can’t really think any better but grieve.

But when it comes to broken hearts is a sympathy gift appropriate? If so what kind? Blabbing again.